19 Facts nobody really wants to know

Ok found something to change the mood of the blog... First time I am picking off some tag.. Neel tagged me along here and so I decided to oblige the poor guy by replying to it :D

So here it goes:

1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it.

No scars as such.. A few stitches mark on the middle finger of the left hand which I got when I was about 7-8 and I decided to check out if those pointed javelin like things they put on gates of apartments are really sharp or just there to frighten people. I assure you they are for real. A fresh but temporary one being the the mark I have on my right leg when my over-grown ego decided to check who was hotter? Me or the silencer on the bike.. The silencer won..


2. What does your phone look like?

It goes up and it goes down.. The slider W830i... And more than how it looks like the important thing is how it sounds.. Just awesome.. One of the few electronic items that I have not repented after buying.. Then again its been less than 4 months.. so maybe that's why..


3. What is on the walls of your bedroom?

Absolutely Nothing.. For someone as confused as me there's no point in putting up anything on the walls. Nothing manages to hold my attention for long. But there was a time some years ago when there were 3 Sachin Tendulkar posters in my room... And then my house got painted....


4. What is your current desktop picture?

A wonderful picture of the horizon where the blue sky seems to meet the green grass.. Mr Bill Gates likes it and so do I.. The number of times I screw up my machine and reformat it it is just pointless to have wall papers. Last wall paper I remember was my sis putting up her own pic.. Now even she has given up I think..


5. Do you believe in gay marriage?

Yes.. Jab miya-miya raazi to kya karega kaazi..


6. What do you want more than anything right now?

Old Answer: Someone!!!!!
Edit: This answer seems to be giving out the wrong connotations. Its not like I am looking out for just about anyone. But since the answer seems to suggest that, I think I would be changing it to ummm errr... how about "True Love" Wow how creative of me... Ok so the new answer is

New Answer: True Love


7 . What time were you born?

00.40 am 4th December 1983. It was a Sunday. And I took my time.. Almost one month more than what the doctor had expected..


8. Are your parents still together?

YES! Completing 30 glorious years this March


9. Last person who made you cry?

My parents - reason not asked so will not be given.. Other times have felt like crying a lot, but the tears just don't come out..


10. What is your favorite perfume / cologne?

None.. Have tried AXE a few times and it did not work and it was depressing..


11. What kind of hair/eye colour do you like in the opposite sex?

Bah! But since I have decided that I will answer every question, how about black hair and black eyes. I have beautiful different colour eyes and no-one even notices it. So what's the point of having beautiful eyes..

12. What are you listening to?

"Shine on you crazy diamond" - Pink Floyd


13. Do you get scared of the dark?

There was a time when I used to.. But no not now.. Some fear of dark I still have when I am outside is more due to stray dogs, buffaloes and cats. Yes, They have all chased me... Ok I know the chances of buffaloes chasing me in the night are as good as India winning the FIFA world cup.. But why take a chance!


14. Do you like pain killers?

A big emphatic No.. Have taken 7 stitches inside my mouth 5 years ago without a drop of anesthesia.. Beat that! Don't think a single pain-killer has ever made it inside my body..


15. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Yes and No.. Have asked someone out only once and it was a disaster.. So probably I am cautious if not shy now.. So everyone who is reading this take a hint.. All my guy friends can safely ignore this point.


16. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?

I always eat everything that I want. .So no special desires left as such.. Anything that is red, spicy and smells ok.. bring it on..


17. Who was the last person who made you mad?

Someone who jumped traffic lights just as it was my turn to cross the road..


18. Who was the last person who made you smile?

The same person who manages to take me to the almost-crying-but-no-tears stage. If I would have kept a balance-sheet of all this I am sure smiles would outnumber almost-tears by a huge margin


19. Is someone in love with you?
No. At least I don't know of anyone...
Oh ya I forgot.. I love myself if that counts. I rock \m/

Ok now I would like to pass this thing on to a few more people:
Sunila: Probabaly this will be the excuse she needs to get back to blogging.
Umang: Maybe this would stop her from taking stupid tests and putting up their results on the blog :P
Eka: His status message on gtalk reads "Idle" as I type this, and thats something pretty weird for him.. So here it goes...
May add more names if I remember later....

One final time

It was not what it seemed to be... I realised it 3 days after my last post. Expecting too much... Pushing things.. And what did it yield? Pain, anxiousness, misery, sufferings and much more for no fault of anyone - anyone except me of course. But its really fine now. I realised something and I am thankful I did it before it was too late- before I lost something that I care for so much and I think its the same other way round. Actually it does not matter if it is that way or not. At least I feel it is and that is what matters ;-)

Anyway I learned it the hard way - but if thats the way it was meant to be then so be it. But I am back now.. With no regrets, no grudges.. The post before this one stands null and void :-) Only if I could have waited for a few days I would have never written that post at all .Even now I go on and delete that post and not many would remember that it even existed. But I will let it stay.. To remind myself of all my mistakes. The most important being - trying to look for something at the wrong place at the wrong time. It has taught me a lot. I will be more careful next time :-)

So for one final time apologies to some, heart-felt thanks to some others. This chapter is over- believe me. And I have no regrets about it all. It made me stronger. Thats all I can say.

I am back to being normal, back to being the chirpy, non-sensical human being with a tiny little sense of humour.

And anyone who gives you the advice *Don't think about it too much* - don't believe them. Thinking helps.. It helped me.. More details about that in the next post ;-)

Sometimes....

Whatever I write here today will be totally biased. Whatever I write will be incomplete.. Something that I would not not like to be confined to a boundary of few hundred words.. So better not .. So why this post? Whats the "use" or "fayda"? Only if I was capable of doing things which always had some fayda.. Only If... Only If it could be alright.. But It's ok.. No regrets.. I will survive..

You come into this world alone.. You die alone.. Who says you can't live alone..


My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone